Why do I think about you
On this cold December night
Twenty four days passed
And it’s getting older fast
I am not complaining
That I am all alone
I just can’t forget what
You have done to me
A candle light fills the room
That we once shared but
Now there is an empty void
And a silhouette of our past
My tears decorate the floor
The stains will never last
But my heart feels sorrow
And I slam the broken door
The door of tomorrow
11:59 on this December night
Wanting to fall asleep
Before tomorrow comes
But the memories of you
Stream in my mind
And all I can do is sit and cry
The snow drops violently
As my heart sinks deep
The windows start to shake
And I can’t fall asleep
The day comes too soon
The night was alarming
To tell me I have nobody
On the day for a family
To tell me I am alone
Is like telling me to die
I tell myself I have lost
But it has only begun
No presents, no tree
No family, just me
Today I can pretend