If I could smile, If I could breathe
I would tell you I need you, I miss you
If I could stand still, If I could speak
I would tell you to hold me, I need you
You’ll do fine she says
I panic and scream
These walls close in
And I forget to breathe
Fuck the night that brings me this pain
Fuck the girl that used to say my name
Fuck the days that bleed into the night
Today I am okay, tomorrow I will be all right
This darkness between the days, I call the night
I fight the sheets and panic with my pillow
Can I forget or do I even remember
This night light glows so bright
Burning a hole in the world
Like my heart in my chest
I cant settle down, I cant pass this test